hmmmm

i need to go to bed but i thought i would say that today sucked balls! my kids were terrible today.. i dont know what it is or why it happens but when they both decide they are gonna have a bad day it sucks not twice as bad for me and us all, but ten times as bad! diesel must have felt bad by the end cuz when i said its bedtime he paused a minute to think about doing the usual, getting mad or pulling out whatever comes to mind that might keep him from going to bed, and he said "put jamas on." so that was the easiest part of my day, putting diesel to bed. but detroit didnt go down as easy, too bad for him cuz i let him cry it out! usually he is happy to go to bed but he cried tonight! so now they are asleep and i am happily enjoying a quiet house. my delima now is i need to go to sleep cuz i only will get seven hours if i fall asleep right now.. but i dont want to cuz i want to soak this in, the no interuptions when reading or watching a movie...what to do....... miss you curtis
--TANYA